What do we look forward to? What makes us really happy?
I can honestly say that I have not been myself recently. I have not been the happy go lucky person that I have been...I find myself harder and harder to be myself and the character of who I am.
I have found that I do not look forward to things, to not be excited, to feel that I am undeserving of anything exciting.
I am numb...
I seem as though I can not snap myself out of it...I want to, I know I need to, but often resent why?
Why are things so hard?
What do I really want?
Who and what have I become?
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