Life back together

I can honestly say that there has been a certain pressure that I place on myself all the time whenever the tough gets going or whenever I get nervous over anything...

Yes, I am human.

But, I'm slowly recovering in a society that has it's up's and downs and now I can breath easier and laugh...

Just laugh.

Honestly, thank you all for sticking with me through the rough patches of my life.

I can hear the music, listen to others and well go by an earful ring of joy.

Life is not that difficult, it has it's ups and downs and seriously can be sunnier on a sunny day.

We can't have it all, but as one person who knows themselves, you need to be with yourself first and understand yourself, until you further your own future...
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Sony Walkman

Hey you know those old Sony walkmans that you use to own....fess up! before the digital age kicked in like 20 years ago? wow...20 years ago!

Before Ipods and ipads, shuffles and what not....damn!

So I received my sony walkman on friday only to find myself fiddling around with the control buttons and finding the ways to just input music into it.

Ok, done with that...I'll test it out tomorrow on my long run to practice with Team for Kids...

Let you know how it goes!


My life...

My life has been a rollercoaster this week...wait was it this week or last week that I have been waking up at 4:30 am and helping out with the NYRR in giving a running tour around NYC to physical education teachers?

Yeah, see it has been such a long week that my body is so drained from all of the heartache and tough spots, I couldn't even go to practice yesterday! My body is telling me something. Mental breakdowns of jobs and pressure from the parents don't exactly help. Losing your best friend (hopefully not for life) and the constant motions of memories and future prospects not being future prospects any longer. The act of improvement and growth is killed with one swing of the ax...it's bitter.

Resentment, joy, anger, hope, promise...life! That's what we go through, but we grow as we keep living.

I have had a rough couple of weeks, I am unsure if I can push my body to it's limits and sink into a whirlwind.

Right now, I don't know what's good, what's great and what is sideways anymore?

Confusion is setting in and well...the stability and mindset of every day work is finally setting in for me. I don't have a 9-5 job like everyone else...I wasn't use to that. Also I think everything within the last year has majorly effected my mindset of things and how I viewed work. Getting back on track now is the hard part...

But I'm trying at least...
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